今天感受到一種遠離舊地的愁緒與自由。
室友說：在地鐵上，我想像自己會生活在這裡，不會回到故國。 (I think that I would live here and never go back.)
我說：是啊，我也有同樣的感受。在滿地可的時候，我也感覺到一種遙遠的感覺，好像自己不會再回來了。
(Yes, I feel the same. I felt like I moved to Montreal and never come back here.)
我又說：交換的日子裡，你會感受到很多。很難說得清。一切就像夢一樣。本來我只打算待五個月，沒想過會延長到八個月，而我竟然在一週前才回來。
(You will feel so much during the exchange. It is hard to tell. Everything feels like dreams. I only plan for staying there for 5 months only but never thought that I extend to 8 months and just came back just one week ago.)
可惜當時沒有好好記下那些感受，只是很想回到那個白茫茫的雪地，空寂卻自由。
什麼是自由？我會說，自由伴隨代價。代價是什麼？是你躺在草地眺望天空，所感受到的寂靜與不安。The feeling would push you forward, to experience all the uncertainty.
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